The proximity of life. Blind. ________________________________________________________________________________
I was young but I wasn't naive I watched helpless as you turned around to leave And still I have the pain I have to carry A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried
After all this time I never thought we'd be here Never thought we'd be here When my love for you was blind But I couldn't make you see it Couldn't make you see it That I loved you more than you'll ever know A part of me died when I let you go
I would fall asleep Only in hopes of dreaming That everything would be like is was before But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
After all this time I never thought we'd be here Never thought we'd be here When my love for you was blind But I couldn't make you see it Couldn't make you see it That I loved you more than you'll ever know A part of me died when I let you go
After all this time Would you ever wanna leave it Maybe you could not believe it That my love for you was blind But I couldn't make you see it Couldn't make you see it That I loved you more than you will ever know A part of me died when I let you go And I loved you more than you'll ever know A part of me dies when I let you go
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Created at 9:44 pm
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why did i pick the chocolate out and eat it.....zzzz....shldnt have done that.
Rushed finished one chapter, must move on halfway thru otherwise canot complete on time.
Hope my sore will heal b4 the BBQ so i can eat more gd stuff. Drink more beer.
I have a long list of food to try and ead and go in Singapore. What i lack, is someone to go dere to makan tog. nvm.....
I'm feeling hungry for my dinner.....Not been running consistently for almost 2 weeks....i can feel the weight getting back. I must run but each time i run, my night is wasted and i cant do my things. When i do, i need coffee, motivation, mood and i cant really concentrate.....
Am i realli suitable to go into banking??? I ask myself. I question myself. I need some quality skills, some abilities. I finally realised wad it means when i heard from a friend "There are many mediocre people around when you are working" Its true non the less. Being mediocre is not something wrong, what's wrong is sum ppl want this and that but they dun try their best to do it mainly becoz of fear. But it is wad pp wants that define how they perform or behave in their lives. We as bystanders have no right to compare nor contrast. I dun care, all i want is just money.
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Created at 8:25 pm
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Get on with ur FcuKing life lar.....
i on MC you also must msg me to ask me i on MC.
Lunch time still must sms me for whose number whose number. Get on with ur life can? And seriously, u wanna quit, just quit, dun tell me, i'm not really interested and neither will will contact how u are doing.
Just dun get involved into my life and free time. Get a life. Find some friends.
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Created at 2:23 pm
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| Tuesday, September 18, 2007
At 3pm sharp, you just freaking piss me with ur no brainer kind of talk.
If u wanna quit just quit la. What's your objective of telling me u are quitting den wan to pass me ur work.
Did u realise that everyday when u open ur sickening and ugly pouting mouth of urs, its always the same things?
fuck off
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Created at 4:00 pm
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Seriously, what is ur problem? Why do u keep telling me you gonna leave, u tendering ur resignation, u going for interview. Fuck u lar. you realli have nothing else better to say. stay away from me lar. Asshole, i dun even care where u go, rot in hell in engineering.
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Created at 1:19 pm
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i'm really low in morale right now. My throat is sore and i dun feel well.
If like those guys from HR or accounting were sitting beside me i would feel much better right now but they are not. And its this sickening guy who is making my blood pressure rising.
Next week shall tender.
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Created at 12:31 pm
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? | Monday, September 17, 2007
Everytime i go back to work, i feel very tired and sad, sigh.....First its becoz its monday. second, i start to think abt everything else and many other things which i wished and want to do during the workign hrs. When i get back, i'm jsut too tired to bother but i still must force myself.
Now i must start to be more focused and disciplined. Persistent and strong to face all these. I must not let other things get in my way and activities must be prioritized. I hope this will pay off.
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Created at 10:43 am
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| Sunday, September 16, 2007
My new handling wrap 3 for 5.90. Hip trending and stylish. Gay, its lime green. Its my precious floorball stik
From this moment, she's my baby. yes, i need her more than anything else. It's my bed i'm talking abt. Wad are u thinking? I nid some Sleep. I need to Sleep more. I need more sleep
Donut donut, some fake or pirated stuff like bubble tea. Wanna-bes. No barriers to entry. Monopolistic company. Many different products with slightly differentiated goods.
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Created at 9:04 pm
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Wicked Aura Batucada. Yesterday at outside Hereen for some event, i think *scape youth.park. Notice behind got some pp playing floorball at the courts, feels like down there got some international school. After that, i just wanna play some team sports.
Donut donut at bendeemer (some neighbourhood market outlet) Well, expensive and small. Later try taste. Bought 6 flavours. gave one free normal donut. Must try see nice anot.
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Created at 1:21 pm
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Profile
Name: Paul Lee Age: 23 DOB: 20th Dec 1982 Email: gose21@hotmail.com (No Junk Please!)
I am very simple minded la. Loves to slack, have fun, sleeping and play games are my pasttime hobbies.
Highly ambitious but dunno whether if i can live up to my own expectations. Tend to be wary of people whom i dunno.
Sometimes super unfriendly, Lack things to talk to pp but can crap la but thats not a talent k. Now Mildly pessimistic.
I love cars, fast, sporty, wings, side skirts, carbon fibre, big 17" tyres. Whoohoo. Wish to own my own Ferrari one day.
Not model car k? ANy kind souls please. Hee. CHeers to all who read my blog. Thanks for looking. Haha :). Bleahz
Loves
Loves Myself
Loves all kinds of Cars
Loves to Slack
Loves Soccer
Loves to DAYdream
Nothing beats having good friends(Real gd friends)
