I'll rather nvr knew you, than to bear the hurt of a million pins.
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Created at 10:51 pm
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Hi todae, i'm depressed..... An all time low....i feel sad, i'm thinking again of the past which i no longer wanna think. I'm lookin at the past which i no longer wan to see...I wan to void myself of feelings.......Nobody's there when i'm crying....Nobody's there when i'm sad....I'm alone....
And it's getting cold and i'm scared and i've been shaken so hard, i'm astounded to wad i am rooted to this very spot. The land of no return will nvr recover. The smiles are fake as it can be. The lungs have broken and filled up with water, I lay down, no more paper can ever soak up wad has been left behind.
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Created at 10:19 pm
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Sunday | Sunday, April 15, 2007
We were drawn from the weeds, we were brave like soldiers. -rob thomas
SO STRONG such words are to me. Leaves my hair standing.
Life is nvr the same again. Life will not be the same again. All i can do is to take it with a smile. FOr a smile can spark the smiles of many others.
Much as busy as i am with the exams preparations, time must be taken down to do a lil fof my own stuff. Slowly, and steadily walk my way outta this.
For My existence is because of where he Lies within -St Francis Assisi 1030, recession hymn.
No cliches, no talk about boring things in life anymore. After graduation, a new life is born. Things come things go. Lets pack our bags and go.
Lets waste time chasing cars. - snow patrol
How ironic it is we chase, each time walking briskier and faster.
Those 3 words are said too much, they're not enuff - snow patrol
The wonders languange does, the wonders the amazement at how these sentences forms from such words. Too many 3 words, too many definition, not general, too many things, the relations to many things.
All we do is to say too much, thats y we are punished. If we fail to say, we regret, the ironic of humans, the weirdness of human beings. How mood affects us, family, friends, things, little, big things, how weird are we?
Life is......Life is transient.......a state of dimension......it is paradoxical.....it is....life is wat it is. It is so scary, it is so unpredictable. Nothing happens and something happens.
Christ's pain has nvr been as hurtful as each and every individual one of us. Lets always remember the saviour. For wad we bear is negligible in contrast to the sacrifices he ever made.
FIll my life with colour.....empty the black cartridge, fill into the 16bit true colours from this very day. Enjoy, for nothing you will know happens the very next day. Treasure, for wad u have might be lost. Give, for it is nothing compared to the sufferings in this world today. Love, for compassion is the hardest thing one can ever do.
Be simple, it doesnt hurt to think a little less :) (At least, ignorance is bliss -BBBaaaa CLICHE) Fuck, damned i saying vulgarities again. I must change.
To be a better man - Robbie Williams
STardee lar. Fuck. Tok cock SIng song play majong
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Created at 12:47 pm
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Name: Paul Lee Age: 23 DOB: 20th Dec 1982 Email: gose21@hotmail.com (No Junk Please!)
I am very simple minded la. Loves to slack, have fun, sleeping and play games are my pasttime hobbies.
Highly ambitious but dunno whether if i can live up to my own expectations. Tend to be wary of people whom i dunno.
Sometimes super unfriendly, Lack things to talk to pp but can crap la but thats not a talent k. Now Mildly pessimistic.
I love cars, fast, sporty, wings, side skirts, carbon fibre, big 17" tyres. Whoohoo. Wish to own my own Ferrari one day.
Not model car k? ANy kind souls please. Hee. CHeers to all who read my blog. Thanks for looking. Haha :). Bleahz
Loves
Loves Myself
Loves all kinds of Cars
Loves to Slack
Loves Soccer
Loves to DAYdream
Nothing beats having good friends(Real gd friends)