Just happen to be some of the bo liao things some of us do.
Imagine a mama botak driving a skoda playing dota, Using Sladar oning lothar killing rhasta, Then his friend ask him to ta fanta but he bo tar bo lam par, Then he went mustafa to eat prata with otar.
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Created at 12:41 am
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The wee hrs | Friday, February 09, 2007
SO, wad am i doing here in the wee hrs of the morning when i could be seen in the lecture theature snoozing or even snoozing the alarm Later. Its really wonderful to hear and know when the 2 had each other in their minds, passion of kiss and the belief of love.
The soft and gentle kiss fixated on each others lips as each gave a little emotion. The simple but yet complex feeling, the joy of unending love and vow. SLowly, they gave each other a long but loving kiss hoping the time will nvr stop, praying that the day will nvr end. Both of them fell asleep, knowing tomolo each will be able to give the other another loving kiss.
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Created at 2:29 am
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damn it | Thursday, February 08, 2007
My expensive new spects spoils after 3 months. A further prove, nothing lasts. Freaking pissed. Gonna have a free one replaced otherwise i will be pissed and angry
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Created at 9:15 pm
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The happiest thing in his life that every happened,
The car engine started on its 45minutes journey to the east, ggin and ggin, each time feeling more and more worried and sad. As the car stops, the engine sounds ceased and out came the luggages in the trunk. As he dragged the lazy and reluctant feet onto the floor, slowly made my way into checking in. Walking slowly, he head up to the departure gate. Waiting, waiting...... There they came, the hopes, the joy, the wish, the fantasy all came true. She stood happily by the friends, laughing was her way to stop her tears. She came forward, click click, i heard and see flashes of light as the camera nearby went away, triggering happily. I smiled wholeheartedly, pondering if this could be my life. So truthful, so real, so happy, so fortunate.
Then it all happened when it starts clicking faster and faster and the heartbeat went only even faster and the mind thought of leaving and putting all down for the next 6 mths. Slowly, greetings to his parents and friends started to give their blessings and wishes, even more surprising that more friends came. Most imptly, he's happy becoz she came. Then he came to her, a hug, a simple hug, hands locked and twined together, a symbol of faith and love and wait and hope and faith. A simple kiss on the lips felt so warm, the heart was melted and the hands refused to let go. Eventually, it did, coz in him felt the love and the wait and endurance she could have been. Another peck on the cheeks before waving a final goodbye to all the friends, each time looking back and finding out where she is. looking, turn back, looking turn back, through the customs, and back, and before leaving out of sight. a final look. The heart missed immediately but the path had to be walked. slowly, reaching out to the nearby phone. He called her dearly, wishing her well and an exchange of love vows and enduring the drops of fears and tears. When he put it down, he almost cried but pushed to another lvl of sadness, the hopes of wandering in another land, bringing back more love and more gifts for the sole one he looks forward to.
All that has past. All that has failed but nvr in his life he ever forgot the moment he truely felt the one for him. He reached out his hands, hoping she grasp but she let it go at the last moment, sry was the last thing he ever heard. Slowly, soft footsteps, yearning hearts dropped, he made his way back to where he belonged. The life will continue as it will be in another day as he waits in hope that one day, he could one day smile wholeheartedly for himself again.
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Created at 3:40 am
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Born free | Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Born free, as free as the wind blows As free as the grass grows Born free to follow your heart
Live free and beauty surrounds you The world still astounds you Each time you look at a star
Stay free, where no walls divide you You're free as the roaring tide So there's no need to hide
Born free, and life is worth living But only worth living 'cause you're born free
(Stay free, where no walls divide you) You're free as the roaring tide So there's no need to hide
Born free, and life is worth living But only worth living 'cause you're born free
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Created at 6:44 pm
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The TV finally spoilt. NO no no more ways to save it.
SUddenly as i am typing this, it sprang to life giving u false hopes. But u know very soon, it will shut down or become blank soon.
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Created at 6:05 pm
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Day | Monday, February 05, 2007
Day is gone again. I nid to badly find smthing for myself to do. Study or smthing. Use the brain to do something more productive. Cheers to Lions for winning the tier cup. TO let me have more fun and cheer, make it to the asian football championships then make it to the world cup. As of now, watching soccer makes me happy. The tv spoilt, sometimes i get to watch, sometimes i dun but i guess thats life. Watch too much serial dramas at times, makes a more -ve influence. I just wanna stay happy, be happy and live happy by myself. :)
Dunno if i actually made a mistake or smthing. This is definitely a test of faith and god's love. My life has been too boring, i made it boring. Bcoz i dunno how to enjoy life. At the very same time, i know and i dunno. Some motivation in me is lost but i'll try to fight it back. I want to be strong but dunno y i'm not the person i used to be. Used to take things easy, relax ard. Maybe sometimes too serious isnt gd at all, maybe sometimes too take it easy also no gd, they say balance and balance. In the end, chey, all bluff one. One time say this then the other time that le. Think i think too much.
Let the life live and let it live the life.
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Created at 9:31 pm
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Soccer | Sunday, February 04, 2007
Ok, this might be the only post in recent weeks that sparks some form of postivity. no reasons. just there is smthing worth looking forward to. The match. THe duel btw the country and the rivals. I look forward to the match thinking that the country's pride and honour is at stake. keeps my mind off things. But it does brings back some little memories when we went to the stadium. But when the match starts, i start forgetting then at half time i rem it again. then the next 45 mins is peace again. Its really tiring and i'm getting cranky at that. I dun have many friends who does the "confiding" things. They just tell me One Sentence and i'm like not supposed to talk abt it anymore.
I hope Singapore wins. Tonight, i hope i made the right choice.i hope it doesnt affect me. I pray to myself. i wish for peace in me. i hope i really stop dreaming when i slp. When i slp i'm afraid to dream of hope but the devil's work is evil. I nid to stop dreaming.
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Created at 5:41 pm
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I hate myself. I hate myself. Why do go through this again and again.
Why cant i be a fucking stupid asshole. Void myself. smash myself. Why do i do this to myself. Why do i why why why? wwhyyyyyyyyyy..........................
I hate myself.
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Created at 2:21 am
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Name: Paul Lee Age: 23 DOB: 20th Dec 1982 Email: gose21@hotmail.com (No Junk Please!)
I am very simple minded la. Loves to slack, have fun, sleeping and play games are my pasttime hobbies.
Highly ambitious but dunno whether if i can live up to my own expectations. Tend to be wary of people whom i dunno.
Sometimes super unfriendly, Lack things to talk to pp but can crap la but thats not a talent k. Now Mildly pessimistic.
I love cars, fast, sporty, wings, side skirts, carbon fibre, big 17" tyres. Whoohoo. Wish to own my own Ferrari one day.
Not model car k? ANy kind souls please. Hee. CHeers to all who read my blog. Thanks for looking. Haha :). Bleahz
Loves
Loves Myself
Loves all kinds of Cars
Loves to Slack
Loves Soccer
Loves to DAYdream
Nothing beats having good friends(Real gd friends)
