I'm starting to feel that i'll nvr understand and you nvr understand me forever
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I can only say, i fell in love with the person who wasnt ready to love yet.
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And so | Friday, June 08, 2007
My life as a student ends. 2nd lower. FUll stop. A lil disappointed but who else can i blame but me. Better than nothing. Most impt thing.
I only use 4 years to complete wad i supposed to complete. End of story. A new life precedes. THis is much easier to move on than other things.
Huang Weimin gave me a B+, i more than satisfied. But i noe i could have gotten an A with anotehr prof makes me feel a lil sad. THose pp who got it lucky got the 2nd upper and so it goes....nvr comparing.....life is simple and different if u nvr study. I chose the study way. Blame who?
Move ba! I'm disappearing slowly.
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hah | Wednesday, June 06, 2007
I'm so childish. i'm such a laughing stock. I'm a joke
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As i wake up to each day and i come back home from every single event each time, the feeling of emptiness is present within.....wad does that mean? it means the reality of life is back as well as everyone headed back to reality already. Friday will be D'Day with results coming in and there's no more excuse anymore to slack at home or whatsoever.
At the very same time, the feelings of reality sinks into me and i dun really like that. B'coz each time that feelings sinks into me, i only think of the past. Then i get afraid again, den i feel depressed again. And do i hate feeling that way. The one that was everything has now become nothing.
how long will i continue to be in such a state? how much do i still have to go thru'? Maybe all i need is just the simple life.
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你不爱我 | Tuesday, June 05, 2007
http://music.51flash.com/detail/127574.shtml
习惯被拒绝的人会先拒绝
这一次至少是我先说离别
有一些痛楚看不见泪水
有一种防卫叫做我无所谓
要让你快乐原是我的心愿
可是你从不在意我的伤悲
丢给我一些喜悦的碎屑
却带走我一切
你不爱我
是我舍不得
是我不配
为你在狼狈
你不爱我
你真的不爱我
尽力而为我拼命给也是浪费
你不爱我
是我舍不得
是我不配
和命运作对
你不爱我
你真的不爱我
一直以为
我是后卫
原来只是
那后备
要让你快乐原是我的心愿
可是你从不在意我的伤悲
丢给我一些喜悦的碎屑
却带走我一切
一直以为
我是后卫
原来只是
那后备
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bye | Monday, June 04, 2007
Time to job hunt....very soon....the world will change along with me......and i will disappear from the face of the earth
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songs | Sunday, June 03, 2007
Eric Moo's 指别....send me anyone
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Profile
Name: Paul Lee Age: 23 DOB: 20th Dec 1982 Email: gose21@hotmail.com (No Junk Please!)
I am very simple minded la. Loves to slack, have fun, sleeping and play games are my pasttime hobbies.
Highly ambitious but dunno whether if i can live up to my own expectations. Tend to be wary of people whom i dunno.
Sometimes super unfriendly, Lack things to talk to pp but can crap la but thats not a talent k. Now Mildly pessimistic.
I love cars, fast, sporty, wings, side skirts, carbon fibre, big 17" tyres. Whoohoo. Wish to own my own Ferrari one day.
Not model car k? ANy kind souls please. Hee. CHeers to all who read my blog. Thanks for looking. Haha :). Bleahz
Loves
Loves Myself
Loves all kinds of Cars
Loves to Slack
Loves Soccer
Loves to DAYdream
Nothing beats having good friends(Real gd friends)
