I nvr recovered. I have put my all and my everything. in Xchange i only recived nothing but.....enuff said. The busy times made me work off my mind and the other things distracted me from wad i had. And den all that is, is just an empty me. I dun wan to lay down and ponder. I'm still as lost as b4. emptiness, i cant see.......i failed again. Again....and i just thot my best yrs are coming. I have nothing to say. i feel the anger, i feel the hurt and i feel the pain.
It is all but nothing to square one. And how much and HOW LONG will this take? I still lay down and ponder.
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再说一次 | Wednesday, May 09, 2007
再说一次 请再给我一个理由，说你不爱我。
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Pissed and angry | Tuesday, May 08, 2007
I'm very pissed and angry about certain pp right now. But i will not say the names and shall not say the names, why? Becoz THere are pp who reads the blog and if i say, pp will know and pp will discuss and somehow the pp will noe and den it will be weird and then blah blah blah. THe society of EQs, AMAZING, speaking of EQs, you "CANT TELL THEM DIRECTLY" otherwise they will be hurt. I say fark off. So, why bother.....its not like i dun dare to say anything its just that my so called EQ tells me i shouldnt. So, i am chanting away damning every single thing that comes along. Sick and tired.....
Why not make me alone?
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And Den | Monday, May 07, 2007
I screwed up...zzZZzz, the mod asked me a few qns i couldnt really answer and my prof even told me that i nvr try to understand one part of the Literature review that copied from. Die le die le.....i hate it. ZZzzz i screwed up.
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For the last time, bloggin in my own room. Bye room, bye hall 8 bye 44 and bye frends. I'll miss everything. things are nvr the same again. Graduation. i dunnoe wad i am afraid about. All the best to myself and everyone else. Thank you frends for making my UNI life so fun and interesting. I luv ya all. I could just break down and cry. Tomolo's presentation. All thes best neh paully.....all the best. DO ur best.Relax! It doesnt matter anymore, you can do it.
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sad | Sunday, May 06, 2007
I feel so sad these few days. I'm like moving out of hall. my sch life has ended. here comes the uncertainties. So much feelings. so many things. I'm staying for the last time in hall. Many last things now. 7th may shall be the last day den. Tomolo i have my FYP presentation. Though i'm not well prepared, i couldnt care less. So many things is in my head rite now, these sad feelings only give me and reminds me of the many sad things that has happened during this very year. Is this not the year for me? I began to regret and start to feel lost becoz of many many things. I'm like afraid. afraid to live to regret this and that. Tonight, i'm gonna be quite alone. Most of them have gone. Monday they will be back to return keys and so am i. By then, its no more. No more hall life, no more dinners, no more parties, no more gossiping. Back home it is. Leading our own very lives.
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Name: Paul Lee Age: 23 DOB: 20th Dec 1982 Email: gose21@hotmail.com (No Junk Please!)
I am very simple minded la. Loves to slack, have fun, sleeping and play games are my pasttime hobbies.
Highly ambitious but dunno whether if i can live up to my own expectations. Tend to be wary of people whom i dunno.
Sometimes super unfriendly, Lack things to talk to pp but can crap la but thats not a talent k. Now Mildly pessimistic.
I love cars, fast, sporty, wings, side skirts, carbon fibre, big 17" tyres. Whoohoo. Wish to own my own Ferrari one day.
Not model car k? ANy kind souls please. Hee. CHeers to all who read my blog. Thanks for looking. Haha :). Bleahz
Loves
Loves Myself
Loves all kinds of Cars
Loves to Slack
Loves Soccer
Loves to DAYdream
Nothing beats having good friends(Real gd friends)
