TOday, i have the sudden urge to change my nickname in msn and then try to get over with the bye ah mah. Then, suddenly i feel the sudden rage of unhappiness in my mind and body as i thought over her. Her smile and her wrinkled face. The little child in her now that she's old. I couldn't help help drop a couple of tears and tell her i miss you. I wished she was here, my mum's happy that she has gone to an even happier place but at times i see she was really sad. Tears trickled as i think of the moment she was cremated. She was more than my granny to me. She was someone i loved. I wished she was around and i could visit her and she will happily come to me and ask me how am i. Then she will lie down on her bed and fall asleep almost instantaneously but nevertheless wake up everytime i was about to go home.
A rare smile poped on her lips, her pretty wrinkled face, curly white hair that has glimpses of dark black dyed hair showed her vanity, her love to dress up and have fun. These were the most significant features that could ever impacted in my blank mind. ------------------ ------------------ ------------------ ------------------ ------------------ Ah mah, i love you.
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today | Tuesday, September 05, 2006
I know its boring....no pictures....i am sick of seeing so many words on my screen oh well, Been a tiring day indeed. I woke up at 9.30am today and went for lecture only to realise that i am really very very tired but i still went to school though. Had a few quizzes coming up and the first one is my elective which isn't that impt but still had to score or rather clear the subject but thankfully no exam lar. Heng. Stayed in the library to study the quiz but time fly by so fast dunno got absorb in or not. Then 6.30pm got exxon mobil talk, starting pay is 2,700-2,900 bucks not bad leh but the very first criteria as stated is outstanding results, oops....no more..haha....no la, chanhao and erjian say everywhere like that but i think exxon is like one of the better paid jobs or rather one of the better paid jobs that has more 'fun' than other engineering firms that offer the same pay la. I quite interested but i dun think i cut out to be an engineer. Anyway, tomolo is Credit Suisse talk, have to wear formal meh!!!! But alot of pp wear formal today leh, sian, nvr bring in leh, i think i wear polo tee can liao.
The bad part of the day is the stupid dinner lar, i went to Jap store in Canteen A to buy the fish tempura then i wanted to take the disposable chopsticks and spoons but not enough chopsticks. After that i look over the Yong Tau Fu got alot of chopsticks. Means wat? NO ONE BUY LA! wad else. then i take one set la. THe uncle from the YTH store then shout "eh, here cannot take one" in chinese. I think quite rude leh but the auntie from Jap store then quickly say "here can take le" SHe just took out new chopsticks from the store....sian, i dunno leh, i quite shocked to get scolded. Erjian and chanhao tell me of coz he will scold la, they pay money for the chopsticks and spoon wad.....i also dunno wad to say, i just din like the way he use the tone to talk la. Like why i cannot take, the chopstick beri expensive meh? Maybe i ignorant or wad la, but i just dun like the way the YTH uncle say cannot take. Wanted to bo chup take one more set but then aiya think again, for wad rite? Then leave the canteen and siam to my room liao la. I also dunno wad to say leh, but one thing is at least for now, i wun eat at that store la, maybe after some time den will eat. So rude, dun like dun eat lor, as simple as that. Feel like eating then eat lor.
No service, No GEMS, wad u actually call that? GO for the greater mile for service dunno wad the E means? Exceptional? dunno la, but doesnt seem that way leh, poor service. Spore still has a long way to go in regards for service. Service means "No matter wat, customer is rite" even though they are unreasonable, you can make them go out of that la. Taiwan's XI MEN DING is a great example of good service. We came in, try to cheat them a little by booking a room for 6 pp. But they negotiate with us and then let us book another room and allow 6 pp to stay in 2 rms when only 4 can stay. Wad do u call that? Excellence in service, they won a prize for that too jsut to mention.
THats wads attract tourist to come and customers to come back to visit you again. AIya, enuf of that, tomolo forget abt it and go to class la. No point angry or think abt it too. Like the uncle will know like that, boo. Hope i can finish studying and understand my prescribed elective quiz on Mon. Dunno wad isit talking abt.
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DND | Sunday, September 03, 2006
Yest was the annual Dinner and dance for the hall. I would say its quite a new experience for me. I nvr been to the clubbing b4 and it is a dnd somemore. Only for previews and stuff like that. But i would say its quite well done just that not much alumni came back to join the event. SO well done to the committee members. WIll upload more pictures then i get them...All over the place, with vincent, the freshies....I would say, DXO live band was not bad.....it had some vive and life in them but its very weird, no one actually came in. So funny. Was intendin to leave the place earlier one then go home or head elsewhere but then vincent danny and pravin and co. decided to stay on then still order some more drinks.
But the place seem small leh....and some more nvr bring my own powershot A75 to take picture. Take when its bright then take when is dark. Too bad my camera too bulky. OHoh!! speaking abt cameras, i actually changed a new phone. Not too bad la, but not ex..ahha $138 only!!! STILL CAN trade in my old Hp nokia 6220, still got 50 bucks value hor....mai siao siao...wahhah then got extra money that day also...coz auntie won lottery 2 times, mum won once but small small la....then each win i get a dividend of 50 bucks..HWAHAHA damned soooong..
LICH for the week, new HP coming, going to check out SIngapore boxing scene and then!!!! sian....must study, kao....
Wah liew, i cant believe i actually talk to so many pp yest lor.....most probably cock and nonsense but ah.....crap and have fun ah.....hopefully they dun mind coz i also dunno what i talking about..hahahha..Wah liew.....i actually complain abt the JCRC to shupei...kao....that was stupid....then i still rem i dunno talk wad crap to Yu yang brother but they really look alike leh..hHAHAH......Anyway i old le then after this is fully focus on my studies and the things i wanna do or achieve le...Hopefully i will do wad my brain tells me to do. THere is this road block somewhere that requires motivation and panic in order to start the engine rolling otherwise its just braindead all the way....K la....next entry is picture posting time. Heehee!!!
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Name: Paul Lee Age: 23 DOB: 20th Dec 1982 Email: gose21@hotmail.com (No Junk Please!)
I am very simple minded la. Loves to slack, have fun, sleeping and play games are my pasttime hobbies.
Highly ambitious but dunno whether if i can live up to my own expectations. Tend to be wary of people whom i dunno.
Sometimes super unfriendly, Lack things to talk to pp but can crap la but thats not a talent k. Now Mildly pessimistic.
I love cars, fast, sporty, wings, side skirts, carbon fibre, big 17" tyres. Whoohoo. Wish to own my own Ferrari one day.
Not model car k? ANy kind souls please. Hee. CHeers to all who read my blog. Thanks for looking. Haha :). Bleahz
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