Long time nvr blogged already...since when did i start blogging? hmm...weird...doesnt seem to be me...many pp seem to be very surprised when they realised that i started blogging? Nah...doesnt matter...what wrong with doing things that they dun usually do? That really come to think of it...that we are too concerned with the overall views of others that we tend to indulge in the majority section and the "why do you or want to do this?" Isnt it out of tour own free will that humans want to do something? So y is it that our peers or mybe family does reject us at times and give useless comments? Perhaps i'm wrong but i strongly feel the social judgements and social mindset have changed thoroughly and rather than we indulge in the social changes, y cant we instead let social adapt to our changes? It sounds rather weird to ask it this way - like am i the king or something? I'm juz a nobody who wanna listens to me. Thats a true fact, the daily way of life. The time when u were still a lil' tiny whiny little shrip, no one wants you. When u grow older, the experiences and your life made you into the nice and big old tiger prawns and now everyone wants you, bcoz u look nice, pretty and great to eat. Most imptly, you hang ard with the pp who are more influential, the pp with the $$ to change society? shld i say that? I hav e no idea.
Juz like this very moment. WHO the hell wants to listen to what i say? Most prob. friends or some pp who have nothing to do and juz happen to surf the blogspot and started to read coz they felt its interesting or rather...not so interesting...but juz have nothing to do at that moment in time. After a while, they'll juz start to forget and carry on with their lives. I'm guilty of such actions too...But WHAT if? what if i had 100 million in my account and i have friends who know that? My blog will be filled up with so many comments and hits that i would nvr think of....maybe some will suck up my ass and tell me...that is so true? Is that what that is really life? the Politics? WE humans are simply too selfish to put others into the first thought. We all ave a family...no one else other than the close ones know what we have experienced through.
Juz before i blabber on with my thoughts on such boring issues that will bring pp to nvr read whats on the blog again, i shall share some views over peeing and not washing hands....My GOODNESS who the hell doesnt wash their hands after peeing??? Some japanese dun and i agree with HaoLun, spitting b4 peeing is worse (Although the surprising thing is how did they always get the spit to be so accurately aimed onto the urinal>) NOT washing hands after peeing is even worse...even the weather turning cold making u wash your hands with cold water will sting, it is still not a very gd excuse on not washing your HANDS!
Back to the boring old topic...Before i touch on my normal day of my life, i would wanna talk more abt the topic. Something no one will listen but yet when i type onto the, my lovely gf, the blogress will listen and nvr complain a single bit of nonsense to me. (yea girl...wasnt trying to insinuate you or smthing, you are very nice and great gal - i couldnt ask for more) Ok, its such a realistic world and yet the results i get are like "yeah, its like this in the working world. " THE END. HARlllowww....so after that what are we gonna do? live in the society and die living with it?
Anyway, shall juz talk more abt my time here in japan instead....since such topic just turns pp away and bores pp. Moreover, the blog is super super long abt wat i thing and stuff....AM I too self centred for my own thoughts? Heloooo....Its my blog and i shall be happy or sad as and when i wish to? So....screw the hell outta everything!!!!!!!!
oh gosh...wished i could actually shout. I'm listenly opening to my music in my office and its playing U2-Beautiful Day....its relaxing and real nice to listen to musice while blogging....doesnt seem like working yeah? Work is juz mundane as an intern here but i am already learning much more than waht i can learn back home already. Juz cant wait to go back home and its roughly about another 15 more workings days and 3 weekends before my IA ends.
This week, i went to the hospital and paid like 7000 yen worth of consultation fees and drugs.....come'on....its S$105, it pains me to see such blardy things taken away but i was having a persistent cough and it really healed after visiting the hospital. Moreover i have like insureance but juz not sure whether it actually covered my medical fees or hospital fees.
I got to get some more gifts and souveneirs for my friends and relatives....Somehow or rather...i juz want to get more things for myself!! haha.....great great.... Was kinda afffected this week when someone told me....."thats bcoz he dun treat u like family" gosh man....was shocked when i heard that...No offense though coz he's a gd friend of mine. Juz that such things shock me when i hear thing like that. More kewl things...i'm gonna sit in a 2nd generation MX-5 ROADSTER today man....haha....i nvr sat in a merz, BM, sports car, WRX now a MX-5....i wished i was ard to test drive the RX-8 though...i juz loved racing....wasted a chance to go racing bcoz there were important documents to be done in December and i'm leaving in January...i'm juz sad lar....not very affect ..juz wondering y i always cant get the things i want..badly...
I wan to race but i cant, i have no $, i wanted to sit in a RX-8 badly...or any other sports car...or an evolution but i cant coz i dun have friend like that. I wanna go racing in Japan but i still cant go coz the pp who goes racing are not free....The worse thing..i could have gone to a test drive for Ford but in the end rejected....I was really dejected....to the entent that i was thinking was it becoz instead of 1 there were 3 pp involved so the douments are really troublesome.....How i wished....wishes that will nvr come true....i'm so sad... Just to add something, its a realistic world now..especially for someone who is here with me in Japan, no names but i hope u read that. The whole bardy reason i nvr reject you is bcoz i dun wanna get into a weird situation but unfortunately, you juz love to take the advantage and push me ard...i pity you so i juz keep quiet but if u think i'm dumb, plz go ahead...i know more things that are happening ard u than how much u think i know. Now that i'm going back home, i dun give a damn. I'm gonna live my life the way i want it to be w/o doing any favours for you. Wake up....with ur weird sense of humour and the self centredness...which isnt to my liking...It isnt ur mistake to be like that. I just dun like so too bad...when we are back you go yours and i go mine....The worse part....you think i'm piaing my IA report...haha...I dun even bother abt it. I dun care...Putting that much effort and if u get the same results as me i will juz laugh softly to myself..hahahhaaha....Oh my...so funny...LICH pp are juz like that..weird... I have so much quotes everyday and i juz pity you that that much. You already have a headstart in life....so why do u make other stand down below you? Thats real selfish and sorry, i'm afraid the friendship must come to an end on 11th Dec 2005. Oops..sorry its known as 'aquaintancy' haha or rather i do not know if such a word exists. One last thing, Before u start laughing at other at ur own jokes directed to others, y dun u think about whether you are able to take the joke when others say it on you? If not then why do u bother to say? Why are you so petty when u cant take the jokes? I'm sorry if i'm assumed but sorry, form the very start, there was a single bit of friendship...it was only hatred. Situation has made me to be patient and now the patient has gone and it will take something great to haul me back. You can use ur friends for all you want. rather your aquaintance. Goodbye, you need your family more than your friends/aquantaince coz they are the ones who are able to take ur humour, ur shit and give you everything no matter what. November 18 2005
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Quietness & loniness | Monday, November 14, 2005
Nothing to say recently. Except my keyboard spoilt and i cant type the letter S and T and cant use punctuations like , and ? and numbers like 7 and so on and so forth. So now i have no choice but to write my blog in the office..haha sounds lame and dumb but eh....hai...what to do...Now i have to replace my T=4 and S=5. Eh.other than that....i think my life isnt that interesting. I dun live in a big house. I nvr travel to many places b4 and i do not enjoy many things till this point of time. Although i might consider myself lucky but then i really dun have the experience and stuff and neither can i talk so outspokenly like any one else and neither do i have the kind of skills that single me out from the crowd. So, i think...the path i can take is sometimes and rather forever a humble one. Maybe, juz have some $$, take my girl to a small and quiet corner in the lands where i'm not disturbed and life is the pace i want it to be....Perhaps thats all i ever wanted.
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Name: Paul Lee Age: 23 DOB: 20th Dec 1982 Email: gose21@hotmail.com (No Junk Please!)
I am very simple minded la. Loves to slack, have fun, sleeping and play games are my pasttime hobbies.
Highly ambitious but dunno whether if i can live up to my own expectations. Tend to be wary of people whom i dunno.
Sometimes super unfriendly, Lack things to talk to pp but can crap la but thats not a talent k. Now Mildly pessimistic.
I love cars, fast, sporty, wings, side skirts, carbon fibre, big 17" tyres. Whoohoo. Wish to own my own Ferrari one day.
Not model car k? ANy kind souls please. Hee. CHeers to all who read my blog. Thanks for looking. Haha :). Bleahz
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Loves all kinds of Cars
Loves to Slack
Loves Soccer
Loves to DAYdream
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