As i wake up to each day and i come back home from every single event each time, the feeling of emptiness is present within.....wad does that mean? it means the reality of life is back as well as everyone headed back to reality already. Friday will be D'Day with results coming in and there's no more excuse anymore to slack at home or whatsoever.
At the very same time, the feelings of reality sinks into me and i dun really like that. B'coz each time that feelings sinks into me, i only think of the past. Then i get afraid again, den i feel depressed again. And do i hate feeling that way. The one that was everything has now become nothing.
how long will i continue to be in such a state? how much do i still have to go thru'? Maybe all i need is just the simple life.
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Name: Paul Lee Age: 23 DOB: 20th Dec 1982 Email: gose21@hotmail.com (No Junk Please!)
I am very simple minded la. Loves to slack, have fun, sleeping and play games are my pasttime hobbies.
Highly ambitious but dunno whether if i can live up to my own expectations. Tend to be wary of people whom i dunno.
Sometimes super unfriendly, Lack things to talk to pp but can crap la but thats not a talent k. Now Mildly pessimistic.
I love cars, fast, sporty, wings, side skirts, carbon fibre, big 17" tyres. Whoohoo. Wish to own my own Ferrari one day.
Not model car k? ANy kind souls please. Hee. CHeers to all who read my blog. Thanks for looking. Haha :). Bleahz
Loves
Loves Myself
Loves all kinds of Cars
Loves to Slack
Loves Soccer
Loves to DAYdream
Nothing beats having good friends(Real gd friends)