THe nights and mornings have seen to me like an endless route each day. losing every single drive day after day. Losing direction. losing me. losing myself. Isit morning now? or isit night time. As i lay upon my bed tossing and turning. perturbed by the facts and reality of life, I approach the computer and once again wriggling on the keyboard in darkness in my own little cosy corner. SO many times i tell myself nvr to let go of wat u feel to let pp know. SO many times, i told myself to keep all these to myself. Slowly, the need for an avenue to release my thots and my feelings are a necessity. I've lost it. I;ve lost my sanity.....
How much times have i been awake since i returned back to this cosy corner of my life. Endless....SLeepless... I wake up and the same things happen....These are the timings which i sleep today.......Save me from the fires of hell..
All i wanna do is to lead a simple simple life.......And yet...
SHivering and pondering.......i yearn...
I yearn for many things.......and it goes....... ...... ... .. .
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Name: Paul Lee Age: 23 DOB: 20th Dec 1982 Email: gose21@hotmail.com (No Junk Please!)
I am very simple minded la. Loves to slack, have fun, sleeping and play games are my pasttime hobbies.
Highly ambitious but dunno whether if i can live up to my own expectations. Tend to be wary of people whom i dunno.
Sometimes super unfriendly, Lack things to talk to pp but can crap la but thats not a talent k. Now Mildly pessimistic.
I love cars, fast, sporty, wings, side skirts, carbon fibre, big 17" tyres. Whoohoo. Wish to own my own Ferrari one day.
Not model car k? ANy kind souls please. Hee. CHeers to all who read my blog. Thanks for looking. Haha :). Bleahz
Loves
Loves Myself
Loves all kinds of Cars
Loves to Slack
Loves Soccer
Loves to DAYdream
Nothing beats having good friends(Real gd friends)