Bye! AH mah | Friday, September 08, 2006


TOday, i have the sudden urge to change my nickname in msn and then try to get over with the bye ah mah. Then, suddenly i feel the sudden rage of unhappiness in my mind and body as i thought over her. Her smile and her wrinkled face. The little child in her now that she's old. I couldn't help help drop a couple of tears and tell her i miss you. I wished she was here, my mum's happy that she has gone to an even happier place but at times i see she was really sad. Tears trickled as i think of the moment she was cremated. She was more than my granny to me. She was someone i loved. I wished she was around and i could visit her and she will happily come to me and ask me how am i. Then she will lie down on her bed and fall asleep almost instantaneously but nevertheless wake up everytime i was about to go home.

A rare smile poped on her lips, her pretty wrinkled face, curly white hair that has glimpses of dark black dyed hair showed her vanity, her love to dress up and have fun. These were the most significant features that could ever impacted in my blank mind.
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Ah mah, i love you.

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Name: Paul Lee
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I am very simple minded la. Loves to slack, have fun, sleeping and play games are my pasttime hobbies. Highly ambitious but dunno whether if i can live up to my own expectations. Tend to be wary of people whom i dunno. Sometimes super unfriendly, Lack things to talk to pp but can crap la but thats not a talent k. Now Mildly pessimistic. I love cars, fast, sporty, wings, side skirts, carbon fibre, big 17" tyres. Whoohoo. Wish to own my own Ferrari one day. Not model car k? ANy kind souls please. Hee. CHeers to all who read my blog. Thanks for looking. Haha :). Bleahz

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