Why are there juz things that juz keeps bothering you. Sometimes necessary, sometimes unnecessary. Too sensitive or too insensitive. Sometimes it just makes u feel too tired to say anything, sometimes it just affects you too much to be able to do anything. When you pack the baggage in and it juz makes you keep pondering and pondering the things that might happen, the things that can happen, the possibilities, THE ifS. Is that to equip you with the necessary preparations or is that jus to psycho yourself with the worse kind of scenario that you can expect so that you will feel better when the ifS becomes a reality.
Personalities will always be personalities, differences are always met without compromise. It makes you go thinking all the time, always just simply the one straightforward that u wanna do once you have made your goal. Dun think that you know me. There's juz too much i have yet to find out.
Nothing's forever. You got to live with the fact that things come things go. Pp go by pp pass by. If there is anything, most probably is the thing that you have always been praying for. Your beliefs. Got to learn to take it the +ve way but how do you expect a person who have lived with pessimism for the rest of the last 10 yrs pondering on how life would be in the next 10 yrs so that he can make the necessary arrangements to his life to make it less pessimistic. Knowing things happen juz makes things worse. Not knowing is even worse off. When you have no expectation, does it mean happier? Dun think so. Then when things starts to get blurry and no room for extra space to expand, wouldnt it be too late then? Too much to think, too much to expect. Sometimes, you dun even know even if you shld be happy or sad. Juz questions, if it was so simple. No one can answer me with a definite answer. If you did, you most probably be god.
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Name: Paul Lee Age: 23 DOB: 20th Dec 1982 Email: gose21@hotmail.com (No Junk Please!)
I am very simple minded la. Loves to slack, have fun, sleeping and play games are my pasttime hobbies.
Highly ambitious but dunno whether if i can live up to my own expectations. Tend to be wary of people whom i dunno.
Sometimes super unfriendly, Lack things to talk to pp but can crap la but thats not a talent k. Now Mildly pessimistic.
I love cars, fast, sporty, wings, side skirts, carbon fibre, big 17" tyres. Whoohoo. Wish to own my own Ferrari one day.
Not model car k? ANy kind souls please. Hee. CHeers to all who read my blog. Thanks for looking. Haha :). Bleahz
Loves
Loves Myself
Loves all kinds of Cars
Loves to Slack
Loves Soccer
Loves to DAYdream
Nothing beats having good friends(Real gd friends)
