To understand the human mind | Friday, October 28, 2005
To be able to understand the human mind is a tough nut to crack. Not being able to understand or rather trying to guess and assume something is also something worth debating abt. The misunderstandings and finger accusing part of our lives are so sickly involved and there sseem to be just no reasoning or rather i am unable to project something to resolve or you would want to say to explain the unexplainable. Is there rreally a reason to everything? Is there not? If so then y cant i? isnt stupid or silly or wat? WHo are we upon to judge again? Once again who are we to assume?
1) TO know when u are assuming or not to. To try to understand the pp ard you and be sensitive towards what they feel then u will get further and further and then make a big headache out of urself. The most difficult part is to not to be bothered by the fact that you are being bothered and also to try to not be smthing that you do not wish to be or rather try and be the person u are not to be when circumstances change. Then again, no right no wrong, just who is able to think more for the other or rather, who is able to not to be bothered by the other.
2) So how does it feel like to not know if anyone is deliberately trying to insinuate you or just playing a fool? how we know? Y do we assume then? How shld we response? I have no answer to that. Full stop.
3) Trying to know urself. When pp starts to say they know u, then u really wonder do they? U dun even know urself so does the receiver deems the best for you. Once again we touch the idea of the assumption. Are we right to do that or wrong to do that?
I always believed in my instincts to make the friends and most of the time its does help. There is a sense of belonging to a grp or smone the moment you meet the person, although it might be wrong most of the time i believe everyone has the same feeling. Again, when everyone has the same feeling, they start talking abt the weirdos, so who determine the weirdos? US, its us...and that has become part of the society. We, the ones who decide to be the leader, the ones who decides on freedom and democracy and yet we are nvr pleased coz we cant nvr please everyone. When one tries too hard, it backfires. When one is not gd at something it demoralises and then leads to depression. (depending on how strong a person is) When u start to be of some material and be gd in something, the tendency to be arrogant and proud is always the case. The attention is there and pp recognizes you. Pp say they wouldn't like that but in the end they all love it. The effects of human reversing their own psychology? I do not know.
Even at times, i only care abt myself. When i dun speak, it doesnt mean i dunch know and when i disagree, it doesnt mean u suck. Most of all, being the kind of person i was brought up, i just simply think too much about everything and give everything too much thought be it the right direction or wrong, positive or negative.
4) To accept what is and whats not? TO be egoistic abt yourself and think you are the right one all the time? The way to speak, the tone , the expression..its all part of the truth of ourselves. Once you can start acting, then that's the most fake person i will ever see. The truth will come to light and things will fall back to its place. That is where retribution starts and you;ll see the thing u do happening to urself and wonder and see yourself in a different light.
I wasn't a lucky guy from birth. I dun own anything, i cant own anything, all i can is to dream. What my dreams are, millions or billions are thining the same thing. Phrases have become such a cliche to me.
5) Be more oblivious to your surroundings if anyone were to read this. It has become irritating to live and be fake ard the pp you see. At the same time, if u had to freaking think all the time to be careful of everything, then that will be too tired to carry on life the normal way. Stop assuming and start confirming. Stop talking abt things and start doing action with ur ideals and beliefs. Stop making pp think that they are an idiot or stupid. Stop the insinuation and stop thinking of others as a target for you to achieve some dumb goals and some slave. Get a life. Your life isnt by urself. Its about other but yet at the same time have the decency to act as you deem fit but with the expense of thoughts for others.
Freaking pissing days of my lives.
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Name: Paul Lee Age: 23 DOB: 20th Dec 1982 Email: gose21@hotmail.com (No Junk Please!)
I am very simple minded la. Loves to slack, have fun, sleeping and play games are my pasttime hobbies.
Highly ambitious but dunno whether if i can live up to my own expectations. Tend to be wary of people whom i dunno.
Sometimes super unfriendly, Lack things to talk to pp but can crap la but thats not a talent k. Now Mildly pessimistic.
I love cars, fast, sporty, wings, side skirts, carbon fibre, big 17" tyres. Whoohoo. Wish to own my own Ferrari one day.
Not model car k? ANy kind souls please. Hee. CHeers to all who read my blog. Thanks for looking. Haha :). Bleahz
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